I saw a lot of you joking about this dose acting like its so hard core. I didn't understand why. I didn't even know what a SpeedBall was though. I looked it up in the store and read the description and I was intrigued. Advanced Dosers Only, sounds right up my alley. I wanted to do something that was really powerful because I was completly bored. I wanted to do something fun. So I did it, I bought it! My setup consisted of my iPod Nano G6 with SkullCandy UpRocks. I converted my .DRG file directly into MP3 format. I was getting very excited at this point. I was going to cover my eyes with the bandanna but I felt I didnt need to. The lighting in the room was twilight almost. Speaking of twilight I cuddled with my Twilight Sparkle plush doll and I wore a hoodie and shorts. I in my bed completly relaxed and closed my eyes. If there ever was a more powerful and entrancing dose I would like to see it because this sucked me into it as soon as I hit the play button. The tones were loud and audible inside my head throbbing back and forth back and forth. A wave passed through my skull as though it were a ship entering slipstream. The feeling made me grow aggressive and anxious. I wanted to do something really bad like jump up and run around. But I couldn't I knew I was supposed to lay there and listen. Ants crawled up my pants and I was desperate to do something just to take care of my restlessness. As I layed there I began to sweat. The small beads of human waste dripped down my brow and onto my pillow. The clothes I was wearing absorbed most of the rest. I ended up grinding my teeth and clutching the sheets I was laying on top of. I moved and I squirmed as I fought hard to resist the urge to do something wild. Suddenly and without warning time slowed to a halt. The sound of a ticking clock echoed through my mind. All the energy I had in my body dissipated into the thick air around me. It was thick like a sludge that I had to move through. The sweat on my body turned ice cold and began to evaporate. I realized that I haven't breathing for some time now and I took a breath. Gasping for air I try to recover but every movement I make results in nausea. I never felt so miserable before in my life. I felt like I was going to die. The sound of the ticking clock halted for a split second and time was suddenly restored as I was hurdled back into the world by the abrupt ending of the dose. I took my headphones off and sat up. I had an imprint on my bed that looked like a person was still laying there made out of sweat. I looked at my hands and they were chalk white and I couldn't stop them from shaking. I was coming down into a really bad crash. I promptly went outside and the cold air blowing against my wet hair sent an arctic chill down my spine. I lit a cigarette and I could barely hold it. As I smoked I returned to a normal state. This is not at all what I was expecting from a SpeedBall IDose. I wasn't expecting much really. I am overwhelmed with the power that this dose has and the effects it had on me. I recommend it ONLY for experienced users. It is a real thrill to have experienced this though and IDoser I thank you for this dose. I loved it quite a lot. Its very scary and feels very real.